Xiaxue's Dream Diary

2005-10-04T14:23:00.000-07:00

TEST

2005-10-04T14:17:00.000-07:00

WTF

Oh my GOSH!

2005-07-06T00:48:00.000-07:00

Don't you just love dreams containing the guys you like?

I DO!!!

Yes yes yes I dreamt of Jerry Yan! So fucking handsome can! (Think it has to do with the fact I am chatting with Eugene who looks like him)

Very cool!

Somehow, we (inclusive of Shuyin and some other people. Curiously enough, Turodrique's friends).

So anyway, I can't remember much in details... the dream pretty much jumped here and there.

I know SY likes Jerry right, so I saw Jerry just lying down on a mattress (in full view of some other people... think I'm an exhibitionist - once had dream sex with Brad Pitt for Russell Crowe to see. But I'm keep details private!!!). So yes Jerry.

There he was, lying, in all magnificence.

I strolled over to him, and whispered in his right ear, "Hey you know that Shuyin is single now?" (Had to whisper coz Shuyin might be lurking around)

SEE BIRD? I am a good friend ok! Despite me liking him so much I still tried to matchmake!

Jerry whispered back "Hmmm...?" in an incredibly sexy and sleepy manner. He also turned his head left so that my face, originally so close to his right ear, brushed past his face, where his lips met mine.

OH DEARIE ME!

He then put his left ear to my mouth and said, "Oh, she is?"

I think I said yes but was damn flustered coz his mouth touched mine!! And I think it was on purpose!

Jerry looked at me (think his hands were around my waist and I was uncomfortably aware that SY might be looking and feeling quite hurt) with his deep-set eyes.

"But Wendy," he said in Chinese. "She is no longer important to me and I've been liking someone else for some time..."

AND HE KISSED ME! We kissed and fondled (no, I didn't touch THAT spot, don't know what got into me) and at the corner of my eye I saw Shuyin run away in disgust but I cannot be bothered la, pacifying her would come later... Its Jerry Yan I am kissing ok!

We were just hugging and rolling around on that mattress, when suddenly his long leg was dampened by water.

Some people (Turodrique's friends!) were playing dominos, except with water buckets!

The game in the dream made sense but it obviously doesn't now. There were coke bottles in each bucket and when they fill up they were supposed to fall sideways so that they will pour water onto the next bucket and it will fill up THAT coke bottle and continue the sequence.

My concern was that the players were damn stupid coz the bucket is round and they cannot know for sure that the bottle will surely fall in the direction they want!

They had the buckets put on hammered wooden panels they nailed on the wall.

I stood up, left Jerry (whose character is remarkably like Jay Chou in Initial D) on the mattress and wanted to give these people a piece of my mind.

I think I scolded someone, and the person said, "I so don't want to date you, Wendy. Your character is disgusting." (Gwenne, if you are reading this T)

I smirked and said nothing. She doesnt know I'm dating the cutest guy EVER!

Suddenly there were a lot of books around and I wanted to read Ranma1/2 but I cannot find them, only boring books.

Then switch scene, I was on a small ferry/yacht-like thing alone with Turodrique. Don't know where we were going together, so scandalous! NOTHING HAPPENED OK!? He is a married man and I am Jerry's girlfriend!

We reached somewhere that looked like Loola, and I forgot to take my seasick pills.

And I was woke up. By stupid Turdy's message. Wah lau!

Even now as I write this I feel seasick. Has someone been shaking my bed as I slept?

2005-05-09T16:02:00.000-07:00

2005-05-09T11:55:00.000-07:00

2005-05-09T11:54:00.000-07:00

2005-05-09T11:46:00.003-07:00

2005-05-09T11:46:00.002-07:00

2005-05-09T11:46:00.001-07:00

2005-05-09T11:46:00.000-07:00

2005-05-09T11:45:00.003-07:00

2005-05-09T11:45:00.002-07:00

2005-05-09T11:45:00.001-07:00

2005-05-09T11:45:00.000-07:00

2005-05-09T11:44:00.001-07:00

2005-05-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

2005-05-09T11:43:00.000-07:00

Soft shelled crabs.

2005-03-08T09:10:00.000-08:00

Dreamt I was snatching the crunchy one with a boy ...Failed. There were 4 crabs. And then xiaoyu and I (together with some RV people including Wong [always inmy dreams sia that woman]) tried to steal Lego outta a swimming pool.

In the end the guard was checking everyone's bag. I got paranoid that I had contravene stuff so I repacked the bag and in the end I got a phone call, went away halfway, and they check it, finding the crabs in the side pockets. -_-

So we cooked and ate it.

Woke up with a wicked craving.

A bloody yellow bike?!

2005-02-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

Dr T was online yesterday! Can you believe it? After going missing for so many months!?

I was so sure he blocked me that I didn't even dare talk to him. But there he was indeed, bold as brass.

SY told me to ignore him and I did. I hardly think, after the F issue he'd ever speak to me again la. I thought I pushed him to the back of my mind - and I did! However, the back of your mind is exactly where they extract your dreams from...

Somehow, I cannot remember very clearly now, he gave Shuyin, Meiyan (don't ask why MY) and me a yellow lamborghini bike, with the car plate 7.

We were to take good care of it. SY and MY, both experienced drivers (the bike turned into a car) were to drive it, and I was sitting at the back, feeling quite forlorn. Even without a license I was pretty sure I could operate a simple car. I WANT TO DRIVE IT!

They were driving it happily (actually just my) and were about to turn into the AYE when I begged MY like crazy to let me drive. She finally relented.

Yay! Yellow convertible fun! Somehow both SY and MY disappeared at this point of time and I was cruising around dangerously. Fuck, this stupid keyboard makes me type things wrongly. So annoying to keep backspacing. I think I shall not corrwect my typo errors from this poiont onwards. it is not qas if I am not already having difficultuy remmebering the dam,n dream.

As I was saying, SY and MY disappeared, and I was damn scared, but still doing pretty well for a novice. I circled around the neighbourhood, got lost, and bumped into someone else (on bike again). I was very sure the nice yellow paint got scratched and was damn scared Dr T would holler at me.

I made it back safetly into a building where there were a lot of army kids around. Suddenly, the bike rode into a bustling room and I couldn't stop it. I was bound to knock people. Then I did a thing which, at that point of time, I thought was damn stylo: I rode on to the top of the table.

That said table was full of metal trays with uneaten food still wrapped with cellophane.

The bike went smoothly over the food while everyone gaped. I tried very hard to only ride on the side of the table between where the drinks dispensers are, and where the food was. It went well for a bit then from mid-way onwards it was food-riding.

I rode out of the building, knowing I was in deep trouble. Irrelevant people like Zhi Peng told me he'd help me. Some other people were being mean and refused to help but thank god for them I cannot blame them in real life as I cannot remmeber who they were.

Then I woke up.

OMG

2005-01-20T18:05:00.000-08:00

Think it is really quite the ultimate that you blog that you dreamt that you were blogging?

Anyway, also dreamt that he told me he is breaking up with his gf in two days, and that he loves me and will be with me? He then brought me to a party, and ... INTRODUCED ME AS GIRLFRIEND! I never felt happier, oh gosh.

Was monster

2005-01-19T01:58:00.000-08:00

I dunno why but dreamland became the set of "dawn of the dead" and I was hit by some plague and started to bite and kill people. It happens in little spasms, so sometimes I am ok, sometimes I am not.

I was running around, hoping someone would help me but yet very scared that I will bite off my friends' heads. As a result, I was more happy seeing people I don't know. I killed an old man sweeping the floor who oddly enough, looked likethe sweeper in The Avivator. -_-

Later on I kept asking people to tie me up so that I cannot bite but nobody did and I was very scared that I'd get that urge to bite again. Teeth sibeh sharp sia. Wonder if boh gei Eileen were to transform would she grow sharp tooth also.

So anyway, people were lazy to tie me up and they didn't in the end. But I also didn't transform.

Remember a scene where I was running up and down the stairs feeling particularly glad when I see strangers. Would that mean I have no qualms about killing other people as long as I don't know them? ! Horrid horrid me!!

Evil hand

2004-11-25T02:42:00.000-08:00

Bah! Having a goddamn fever right now. Yesterday night slept at Momo's room, and I somehow dreamt that there was a hand, somewhat like the Addam's family's one, and clutched mine tightly while I was asleep.

I woke up coz the hand was gently fondling mine (not a wet dream, no), and intertwining its fingers with mine. It was a man's hand

I saw that it was a severed hand and was quite scared by it. However, since in my dream my mum and brother was sleeping in the bed next to mine, I held on to the hand (now attempting to wiggle off) and woke them up.

They saw the hand and was startled by it as well.

We then proceeded to tkae down the thumbprint of the hand so that we can find out who the hand belonged to. (has to do with watching CSI the previous night) The hand put up a mighty struggle.

I cannot remember what happened but it seems we tried to drown the hand or something, with futile efforts.

I woke up after I decided that I should just give the hand to the police, since they can be the ones taking down the fingerprints.

I am going crazy.

2004-10-27T04:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night I had a dream about me, Wong (why do I keep dreaming about her?) and of all people, JEREMY's SISTER!

WTF?

JEM's SISTER??

Jem's like, so long ago.

Was about some netball game where are are quite a few of the sporty girls around.

I cannot remember details, but I made out with Jem's sister in the toilet (and when I told Wong she was very angry somehow). The making out was very vivid, with us kissing and erm, I remember groping her breasts, and somewhere else - nvm that.

Lesbianism? What's wrong with me????

- Wet dreams are indictive of the need for sex -

I dreamt of ... you

2004-09-11T01:12:00.000-07:00

I had this very weird dream and you were inside, although just playing a small part.

I was in this car with my brother and I don't know why but he was sitting on the driver's seat and controlling the accelerator and brake but the steering wheel was in front of me and therefore the bulk of the driving still depended on me (Bro did a good job actually). I often dream of driving and it always ends up in accidents. Sigh. How perilous. And one wonders why I dread learning driving.

Suddenly, without me really noticing, this car became a very long bicycle with many many wheels trailing behind it. I was driving (not riding) it through this mountaintanous (how to spell?) patch of Singapore, although there were HDBs built on the hills.

It was a tumultuous journey.

Poof! Brother disappeared. In place of him was these two rather middle-breed looking girls (as in they look like the average plain Jane on the streets), who, with thick make-up, managed to convince the world that they are good looking. They are stupid of course. I don't like them.

The journey on the bike stopped and immediately, this bunch of 2 uncles and 2 aunties begin to crowd around me and purchase the cheap jewellery that suddenly appeared on a push cart beside me.

I was acutely aware that these jewellery were your goods and my objective was to drive the bicycle to this area and sell them.

THEN HORRORS OF HORRORS! I realised that with my lousy driving has caused all the other wheels on the bicycle to fall off! It was now a normal bicycle! Oh no, you will kill me!

The two girls begin to look at me with disapproving looks and I hated you for choosing such gross and dumb people to work with me (This has something to do with choosing models and actresses to work with
me I believe).

Because the uncles and aunties were now very enthusiastically choosing your jewellery by the tens, I could not have time to backtrack and retrieve the wheels which have fallen off.

So I delegated the work to the girls and asked them to do it.

They came back, and told me something really patronising: They cannot find the wheels and they must be stolen.

I wanted to holler at them and tell them no one in the right frame of mind would steal disheveled bicycle wheels but I cannot - not with customers there. So I kept quiet (with some difficulty) and asked them to check again.

They stood there like dummies.

I told the uncle he cannot open the packets to inspect the hair clips inside like that.

Later there was this problem of giving them the sold products because there was no plastic bag available.

At this flustered point of time, I received an sms from you that claimed that with two such pretty girls helping me, I was bound to succeed in this business and you had utmost faith in me. You also said you were in Surabaya. What the? Oh yeah, your sms had this cute flashing smiley face in it too! Double what the?!

I felt very bad that I lost all ur wheels and a little frustrated that selling credit should be given to the dumb girls who did nothing. At the same time, I was pleased to receive a msg from you although it was about business. I was secretly happy that you chose to send it to me and not to the two other barbies.

BUT I HAVE FAILED YOU, I LOST YOUR WHEELS!

Suddenly you appeared and told me you think I am a Loser. Just as I was about to explain that the wheels dropping off was not my fault but inferior manufacturing's, you waved off my rabid explanations nonchalently and said that I have failed, so I am a Loser.

I babbled.

The "Pte Ltd" from my card (still my normal namecard) flashed in my eyes and luckily enough, I woke up at this point of time.

p/s: The hilly area was Stirling Road I believe.

URGH!

2004-08-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

Just hate all the weird dreams man.

Yesterday night, I can't really remember it now, I dreamt of Wong the Lawyer. She was with me as we met up in the middle of the night for a midnight show at JE (something to do with us watching The NoteBook together a few days ago).

We were travelling by MRT. In my dream, mum did not know I went out so late, so I had these jiggling nerves as I waited for Wong.

To our surprise, the MRT was pitch black. So black that I cannot see her clearly. Apparently, this is a new MRT station and it is not opened to the public yet. It's not the first time I dreamt of this new MRT line thingy ... But yet, there were a few people around, exploring the new place with us. It was humongous and horrifying.

She was lost again! "EEKEAN!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed, and she appeared, giving me the "this place is cool" look when she finally came back. "Don't keep running off like this! I am scared!"

We tried to walk down the stairs, which was badly constructed and steep. Halfway down, the stairs became this steep slope (almost vertical down) which I managed to slip down rather smoothly (with my dream heels, ha ha, the red pair).

We had to jump over the gantries, and ended up in some place like Queenstown MRT, except pitch black.

Yuck.

I woke up feeling the bei gui ya feeling and slapped myself awake before falling back to sleep again.

I hate that stupid feeling! And it's the first day of the ghost month. -_-

Forgot half the dream. I must be diligent and sleep with my laptop on my bed the next time!

Tham Tuck Meng

2004-07-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

Recently I haven't been having nightmares anymore, but very weird dreams.

Yesterday night, I dreamt of Tham Tuck Meng, who is no longer principal of RV, but a CEO of a company, giving me a job interview.

He seems jovial and happy and talkative, not silent and thinking like he used to be.

Very unfortunately, it seems that one blog reader told me to go for this interview, and I went directly after I woke up - in my PJS and very messy and ugly hair (exactly the view I had in my mirror before I slept) and he looked rather disappointed to see me unkempt.

I also did not being my resume (which I have not written due to my laziness, I thought with dread) because I had a silly thought in my head that I only wanted to go to the place to see if I liked it first, not for a real interview.

Most unfortunately, it was a real interview.

Who did I see at my interview, also being interviewed, but Dr Jean Gray? Duh. Beside me, she looked much older and more matured, and of course much smarter as well, so I hated her to death coz she would get the position I wanted.

It suddenly became very XMEN and Tham Tuck Meng transformed into a cross being himself and Professor X.

There were many other people dressed in black too, and overall, it looks like a busy PR firm or something.

This bespectacled lady came up, and suddenly shoot a laser ray of information across the room, not unlike a laser show kind, except it was 3D and very solid looking.

Across the room it went, and very near Dr Jean Gray's head.

The lady laughed, and said loudly, "You have to move, Dr Jean Gray! This thing can't go through you!"

DJG very determindedly said, "YES IT CAN."

Everyone laughed. However, being the science expert she is, she possibly knew her stuff.

"Switch it off again," she told her lady.

So the lady did.

"And on it." This time, DJG was standing in the path of the solid ray about to be shot across the room - exactly where her head is.

For a wild moment, I was thinking about how she was going to escape this unscathed, and I thought to myself, maybe she can just make it go "through" her ... Maybe, pass it through her earholes!! Except that the ray possibly can't be scrunched up.

She stood there obstinately, not unlike how she stood before the plane in Xmen2.

The ray was forcing itself through her head while she winced in pain. "This can be done," she said,grimacing. "But only with immense pain."

A transformation was happening. She, from the beaufitul self, became this ugly, bald and raw-skinned alien standing there. Irresolute. Finally, when the ray passed through her, she collapsed.

The ladies collected her body and I assumed they sent her for medical care.

I was happy because she was not there to fight for the position with me anymore! Yaaay!

Later on, I was being interviewed by these two pint-sized guys.

I don't remember the contents much, but I told them that I wanted my salary $1,500 and they laughed and said I am ridiculous and also said that $1,000 is what they are offering.

I also made a joke about kids who have long names. "How did they spell it?" I said with glee. "I had this primary school friend called Nicholdemous and I don't know how he survived"

Suddenly, the person interviewing me become a primary school classmate (i don't know who it is, looks vaguely like nicholdemous) and he said, "Got meh?"

"Oh yeah ah, u are in my primary school." I said.

"Hey Nick, got this Nicholdemous person meh?" he asked the real Nicholdemous, just sitting in front of me, albeit all grown up (with the same hairstyle though).

Fortunately, Nicholdemous didn't seem to remember his name, so he mumbled something like, "don't have lah".

At this point of time, I was awakened by Eileen and Eekean's msgs, respectively asking me to watch The Dreamers at 715pm later, and that I have missed the beautiful sunrise (because I wake up so late) and it is not healthy.

Stupid dream's a rojak between Xmen (ads shown on TV mobile), a rereading of my RV student diary and yearbook, being jobless, and reminiscing about my primary school days because of my infatuation with the song Tong Nian. -_-